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Sarah Beth is scared to death
To hear what the doctor will say
She hasn't been well
Since the day that she fell
And the bruises just won't go away
So she sits and see waits with her mother and dad
Flips through an old magazine
Till a the nurse with a smile
Stands at the door
And says will you please come with me

Sarah Beth is scared to death
Cause the doctor just told her the news
Between the red cells and white
Something's not right
But we're gonna take care of you
Six chances in ten it won't come back again
With the therapy were gonna try
It's just been approved
It's the strongest there is
I think we caught it in time
 
Sarah Beth closes her eyes
She dreams she's dancing
Around and around without any cares
And her very first love is holding her close
And the soft wind in blowing her hair

Sarah Beth is scared to death
As she sits holding her mom
Says it would be a mistake
For someone to take
A girl with no hair to the prom
Oh, just this morning right there on her pillow
Was the cruelest of any surprise
And she cried when she gathered it all in her hands
The proof that she couldn't deny

Sarah Beth closes her eyes
She dreams she's dancing
Around and around without any cares
And her very first love was holding her close
And the soft wind is blowing her hair

Its quarter to seven
That boys at the door
And her daddy ushers him in
And when he takes off his cap
They all start to cry
Cause this mornin where his hair had been
Softly she touches just skin
 
And they go dancin
Around and around without any cares

And her very first true love was holding her close
And for a moment she isn't scared

Okay, this is a bit rough around the edges but my boyfriend thinks I need to post my dreams since they are a little different but interesting according to him. You know I love you baby :)

I was standing outside a barn with a group of people. There was this black stallion that was beautiful. I walked up to him and could feel his muscles quiver and his breath on my face. He bends his large head down as if asking me to rub between his ears. I then discovered he was my stallion. His name was CCC. He then takes off in the pasture. It was winter time and in Canada as there was snow everywhere.

I was then told that Canada to home was a 7 hour drive that I knew I made twice a day to see the beautiful stallion I called my own.

I was then talking to a friend and a couple of her family members and we were avoiding the main building because there was some place where we were suppose to be whether it be school or somewhere else, I’m not sure.

She mentioned having breakfast and we were walking down this narrow street. She told me that we had to be quiet in order to avoid getting in trouble although I’m not sure from whom. It was a dingy part of town with broken stone steps leading up to the church.

There was a sign that mentioned free breakfast for those in need. We walked intot he church. On the outside the church seemed very very small but once walking into the main room, there were many many people. The people seemed to be homeless or forgotten without a place to call their own. The church was run by a few very loving and caring nuns. They were serving cake at the church and offered both of us as much cake/pie was we’d like.

A bit strange but I never claimed to be normal!!!

OKay, My first bitching statement!!

It took me a good 15 minutes to set up th stupid 'i like'. Apparently I say wayyy too much. I can say I have heard that one before but hey if I can't talk too much on here, where the hell can I talk too much. If people don't wanna read it they don't have to. Freedom of choice. One of our lucky freedoms. Can't forget Freedom of Speech. My freedom to allow me to stay way tooo much however much I wanna do it. Yay! Go me !!!!